you feel so good

that I’m always tempted

to have a taste of you

but I know 

you’re bad for me

you can be so cheap

that is makes 

you dangerous

you taste so bitter 

the burn I feel

once you’ve hit my soul

you make it okay

you make me feel good

you make me sad

if I fill myself with too much

of you 

testing fate

doesn’t seem so bad

one taste 

and I want more of you

maybe I have a problem

maybe I don’t 

having you in my life 

seems to make things easier

but in the end

you just make things worse 

how can something 

be so bad for you

but feel so good

you’re always there

when no one else is 

when I’m happy 

when I’m sad

it’s a never ending battle with you 

I love you 

but I hate you 

– my relationship with alcohol